i am currently......sad and i don't know the exact reason. i don't know if it is about "manok" or it has something to do with my "past". i wanna cry but i don't have any reason. lately this afternoon, for some reasons, i was so very happy. i don't know why my feelings had changed. :/

good thing there is still a reason for me to be happy. this afternoon, i went to my classmate's "mansion" (very large house, feels like i'm on a mansion XD) to practice our play in English. it is about Greek gods and goddesses. unfortunately, we are not complete when we practiced so we decided to practice just a little of it and just watch tv afterwards. while watching tv, we opened a discussion. it is about, uhmm, might as well not to tell you. haha. it's private. then while chatting, the phone rang. when Lyanne answered it, it's our classmate, our classmate whom they tease with me. they thought i have a crush on him. haha. well, i had a crush on him but that was when i was still a junior high! haha. remember my post about out JS prom? it's him! so they're bringing back the past, huh. hahaha. ok, after he talked to Lyanne, Lyanne called me and said "Si M*** nasa phone! hinahanap ka Pam!" (M*** is on the phone! He's looking for you, Pam!) i was so nervous when Lyanne said that. i felt like dreaming 'cause i know M*** would not do that. so when i held the phone, i talked to him. haha. i never talked to him in the classroom so i was shaking and even my voice was shaking when i said "hello". then he replied "hello". then i replied "hello" again until i found myself laughing because of.....happiness? haha. my classmates started teasing me when we finished "talking". haha. i was like blushing or whatever. hahahaha. i don't even look at him in the classroom that's why i still can't believe that i talked to him! haha.

i don't know what to do in school tomorrow if i see him. i don't know if i am going to smile or what. or should i talk to him? hahaha. ohh nooooo. :)

Female, 15, Cavite

the name is pamela espinosa sanarez. pam's the nick name. living my 15 years of simple life since october 21, 1993. caviteña. sebastinian. latter-day saint. proudly pinoy. friendster addict. music lover. supports OPM. a hayley williams fanatic. amateur photographer. math geek. hopeless pianist. daydreamer. green-pink-blue-yellow. couch potato. procrastinator. taong bahay. and lastly, a worst singer. ;) read my posts and know me better.

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