my feelings for "manok" was starting to fade. i don't know why... maybe because of our communication. he don't send me text messages anymore. he told me that his Globe simcard was lost and the simcard he is using right now is Smart. i doubt that he's not telling the truth. i think he's courting a new girl who is using a Smart simcard that is why he has to use Smart simcard, too. maybe that girl is from his school. hmmmm. i can't blame him and i have no rights to stop him 'cause i'm not even his girlfriend. ughh. i'll be just happy for him. after all, i know we'll stay as FRIENDS.

ok, enough with that. i have a freakin' cold since saturday and good thing our afternoon class today was cut. maybe because of the regada tomorrow or maybe because of the party for our new principal. anyways, i was so happy this morning. some unexpected things happened. M*** (from my previous post), played XOX with me! haha. i was playing XOX with my classmate when he came and said, he'll play with me. i was like, blushing. they said my face was turning red! haha. and after that, we went to AVR to watch a movie about the Greek gods and goddesses. when i am about to sit, M*** told me to sit beside him. the class was starting to tease us! (we have no teacher) i was refusing but my other classmates are telling me to sit beside him. they were forcing me, so that's it! i sat beside him. i was really blushing and i don't know what to do! haha. he keeps on asking me, why i am not talking to him, and i will just answer him with a smile. hahaha. i really don't know what to say. he also asked my number. haha. when the bell rang, indicating that it is already lunch time, he told me "Wala na Pamela. Text-text na lang." haha. i answered him again with a smile.

this is one of my happiest day! even though i'm gradually losing one important person in my life, there is this guy who's just entering my life. and i hope he has a good intention. :)

Female, 15, Cavite

the name is pamela espinosa sanarez. pam's the nick name. living my 15 years of simple life since october 21, 1993. caviteña. sebastinian. latter-day saint. proudly pinoy. friendster addict. music lover. supports OPM. a hayley williams fanatic. amateur photographer. math geek. hopeless pianist. daydreamer. green-pink-blue-yellow. couch potato. procrastinator. taong bahay. and lastly, a worst singer. ;) read my posts and know me better.

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