i heard this song last last night. astig! haha, kumanta siya ng 32 songs in 8 mins. well, actually, not the whole song but a few part of it lang. narinig ko siya sa radio habang pinapatulog ko sarili ko. sabi nung radio DJ na kung gusto daw idownload yung song pumunta lang daw sa multiply niya. so the next day, nagsearch kaagad ako sa i-net. ang hirap naman idownload sa multiply kaya nagsearch na lang ako sa Youtube. ayun nakita ko rin. astig talaga. ang cute pa nung guy. (ü) haha.

this post was kinda late. forgive me for that. well better late than never, right? Lol. :) ok, my post was about our JS prom held last March 7 (na kasabay ng ERASERHEADS The Final Set, and i hate it. bakit pa kasi kailangan sabay di ba?) hehe. sa tingin ko kasi 60% makakanood ako ng Final Set kung hindi sinabay yung JS. hahaha, ok enough with that. nangyari na eh.

JS prom was very exciting. first time kasi. before March 7, me and my friends are already planning about that. kung saan magpapaayos, kung sino magsusundo. haha, very exciting talaga. forgive us for being innocent about JS prom. XD nakakatuwa yung mga classmates kong boys before JS. kasi nagyayaya na kaagad sila sa mga girls na gusto nila isayaw (para wala daw magrereject sa JS.)

nagstart yung JS ng 7:00pm and guess what, late kami. haha, nakakahiya nga ehh. grand entrance pa. me, camille, mari and nicole were late and naubusan pa kami ng upuan nila camille and nicole (si mari kasi kasama tropa niya.) Sir Expectacion first told us three na dun muna umupo sa mga Fourth year kasi may three chairs pang bakante. after ng mga opening remarks and chuva chuva, naghanap na kami ng permanent seats namin. luckily, nakahanap naman. kasama namin doon yung three girls from the first section. then our happy moments just began. we started to danced..danced..danced. happy kami kasi sinayaw kami ng mga close friends namin. after the dancing, waiters started to serve us our main course which is the rubber stake. sa P600 na binayad namin, ang cheap cheap ng food and ang flexible pa. parang chewing gum. di namin malunok. hahahahaha, dinaan na lang namin sa tawa ang pagkagutom namin. then The Class Prophecy and Class Will and Testament followed.

i havn't told you about "this guy" whom i really like because of his cuteness before, right? my friends say that he's not that cute but for me, he is very down to earth. :) he is from the first section. nabalitaan ko rin na magaling siya sa math. haha, what a coincidence. :D the reason why i am talking about "this guy" is because my friends at first section did something for me. they offered a favor to "this guy". sinabi ba naman na isayaw ako. UNEXPECTED. sinayaw nga ko. i was super dooooper out of myself that night. i don't know what to do. nung kasayaw ko siya, same words lang ang lumalabas sa mouth ko. puro na lang: pasensya ka na sa kanila. pasensya na talaga. nahihiya talaga ako sa kanya. kasi alam ko na napilitan lang siya nun. pero ayos na rin kasi kahit ganun di siya tumanggi. WTH.ü well, no big deal naman sakin yun. big deal talaga yun sakin kung kusa niya ko yayain (in my dreams!) haha.

after ng special moment ko, tuloy tuloy na ang happiness that night. unexpected things happened like yung nakasayaw ko yung dalawang guy sa fourth year na di ko naman ineexpect. tapos maraming nag-aminan na sa kanikanilang mga feelings. haha, and isa pa. yung di namin ineexpect na last dance namin, nangyari. haha, ayos naman. hehe.

natapos yung sayawan namin nung nagclosing remarks na yung two emcees and the program ended at around 1:00am. we all went home with a happy face. now we all know what really happen in JS proms. :)

it's a BIG shock on me when i heard that unexpected news on the tv. i was having my lunch last friday, march 6. nanonood ako nun ng Eat Bulaga. then, biglang nagcommercial. napaisip tuloy ako kasi hindi naman nagcocommercial ang EB pag game show na. then nung tapos na yung commercial, lahat ng hosts ng EB nasa labas. yung iba umiiyak, tapos narinig ko na lang si Vic S. sabi na namatay na daw si Francis Magalona nung tanghali lang nun. grabe, biglang nagsitaasan balahibo ko. i was so sad when i heard that news. i wasn't a big fan of Francis M. but i really like his songs. so patriotic. hindi ako makapaniwala na he would die at his young age. nakakapanghinayang. haaay. well that's life. we have to accept everything that is happening in our lives.

as of now di pa rin ako makarecover sa nangyari sa kanya. =( haaaays. i wanna buy FMCC tuloy. haha. kainis talaga. whenever he is in the news napapaiyak talaga ako. sana siya na talaga ang gawing National Artist. he deserves it.

we love you Francis M.

i'm already tired from doing a lot of things today but i still wanted to post here on my blog. i don't know what keeps on pushing me from posting but then, i will continue.

i thought that this 4th grading will be a lot easier than the previous gradings. i thought that there will be less projects and easier tests, but my expectations were wrong. i am now doing a lot of projects and it is one of the reasonS why i can't post here on my blog. luckily, i have my free time for today.

these past few days, i have a feeling of "quiting" in life. get it? i don't like what's happening in my life these past days. i'm encountering a lot of problems. problems in school, in family, and in friends. i don't know how to handle it all. it's all a big burden that i will carry everyday. every night, i just wanna cry out all my hardships. i kept on asking myself why all these things are happening to me. i can't explain and enumerate all my problems because they are so many! ugh. this is the first time that i encountered these lot of problems. before, i know how to handle problems. but this time, i'm out of control and there's this time that i wanna........... hmmmm.

i know that God has given me these problems because he knows that i can solve these. but why am i feeling like this? why am i feeling so depressed and quiting? or maybe i am just elated.

for now, i decided not to plan ever again to end my life. i just needed someone to comfort me. as simple as that. i just wanna be more faithful to God so i can solve my problems with no worries. i will continue doing things that i should do plus, things that will give me peace. i'll be a good daughter, a loyal friend, and a more industrious student.

Female, 15, Cavite

the name is pamela espinosa sanarez. pam's the nick name. living my 15 years of simple life since october 21, 1993. caviteña. sebastinian. latter-day saint. proudly pinoy. friendster addict. music lover. supports OPM. a hayley williams fanatic. amateur photographer. math geek. hopeless pianist. daydreamer. green-pink-blue-yellow. couch potato. procrastinator. taong bahay. and lastly, a worst singer. ;) read my posts and know me better.

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