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“ They taped over your mouth,



scribbled out the truth with



their lies, you little spies.”



Sunday, February 1, 2009


something special happened last Wednesday, January 28. (sorry for the late post.) i was so very happy on that day. :DD ok, to begin with my story, i'll start from the time i woke up. :) haha.

around 6:30-11:00, i was on our church. my activity kasi ang young men. nakisingit lang kaming young women. hehe, ok enough with that. when i returned home, i already fixed myself kasi pupunta kami ng mga groupmates ko sa bahay ni Camille (groupmate) sa kawit para ayusin yung newspaper namin. we met at McDonald's after lunch. when we're complete na, sumakay na kami ng bus. when we got to Camille's house, we already did our project. as usual, ako yung my pinakamahirap na gagawin. hehe, ang maglagay ng margins. haha :D then i received a text from ace. guess what, unli siya (mabuti na lang unli rin ako) haha, so ayun nagkatext kami. then tinanong niya ko kung bakit ako nasa kawit. sinabi ko naman kung bakit. when i was telling that to him, nasa bus na rin siya, on his way home from school. then bigla niya na lang naisip na panu kaya kung magkita kami. pumayag naman ako kasi MISS ko na siya. and i also wanted to see him. he told me na magkita na lang kami sa fire station. sa kawit rin yun.

when we're already through with our project, umuwi na rin kami. we ride the bus. dun na ko bumaba sa fire station to see him. una nga di ko pa siya nakita ehh. nagtago pa yata. hehe, then nung nakita ko na yung isang lalaki na naka blue polo, lumakas na yung tibok ng puso ko. tapos biglang lumapit sakin. haha, it was him! di ko talaga maexplain yung feelings ko when i saw him. yung time na yun, gusto ko talagang tumigil yung oras. gusto ko siyang i-hug. haaaay D: hmm, then nung wala na kaming masakyang bus, nagtricycle na lang kami. from kawit to noveleta. haha, then sumakay na kami ng bus. lahat yun treat niya. nahihiya nga ko ehh. laki kasi ng nagastos niya. when we got to cavite, niyaya niya kong kumain sa jollibee. haha, ang kulit kulit niya. sobra. di pa rin siya nagbabago. nakakamiss talaga siya. after nun, hinatid niya na ko sa bahay. while walking niloloko niya ko. sabi kasi niya ilakad ko raw siya sa ate ko. haha, pagnagtabi yun sila aakalain ng iba mag-ate sila. wahehehe. then something happened. biglang tumahimik. bigla niyang kinuha kamay ko. hinawakan niya ng mahigpit. then he told me
namiss kita. sabay smile. grabe para akong natunaw sa smile niya. well too bad hanggang dun na lang yun. sa pasmile smile. nung nagbye na siya, nagkatitigan kami. kala ko kung anu mangyayari, bigla niyang pinindot yung ilong ko. hehe, then bye bye na. nagthanks ako. nagthanks din siya. naglakad na siya. sumakay na ng jeep. haaaay. i was so happy when i went inside. but i feel something incomplete. no more i love you not like dati. dami na talagang nagbago. pero i think dito kami magiging happy. we'll wait na lang until we're ready AGAIN for that relationship.



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