It's the first day of the year. my first time to make a blog, and my first time to share my toughts and feelings. i shall say good bye na to 2008. mahirap kalimutan ang mga memories n "yun". our happy memories. but i have to. para hindi na rin masaktan. ):

well, ang saya ng year 2008. half of the year, i've spent it with HIM. he's been my life. kaya ganito na lang kahirap talaga kalimutan siya as my better half. meron man kaming communications pero parang once a week na lang. and not like dati, na may nafefeel akong kilig. halos everyday siyang nagtetext para lang sabihin na mag-ingat ako at para ipaalam niya that he loves me. hmm, marami na rin kaming misunderstandings kaya na rin kami siguro nauwi sa ganung ending. it's hard for me to let go of him. even though na wala na kami, i still act like his girlfriend. i still care about him. pero sa tingin ko hanggang dun na lang yun. actually, cupcake ang tawag ko sa kanya dati nung kami pa. and the reason why i named my blog next to it kasi cupcake is loooove talaga. i still love him kahit na hindi na tulad ng dati. he's my FIRST TRUE LOVE and also my first heartbreak.

last night, new year's eve, masaya naman. i celebrated new year with my family. dami food. nabusog ako. hehe. halos every new year naman kasi ganun ehh. daig pa christmas. hmm, kasama ko rin last night mga friends ko sa church. masaya talaga ako when i'm with them. they make me forget all my problems.

i love my life last year. soo much. but i shall love my life too this year and in the years to come even though he's not a part of my life anymore. hmm, )):

Female, 15, Cavite

the name is pamela espinosa sanarez. pam's the nick name. living my 15 years of simple life since october 21, 1993. caviteña. sebastinian. latter-day saint. proudly pinoy. friendster addict. music lover. supports OPM. a hayley williams fanatic. amateur photographer. math geek. hopeless pianist. daydreamer. green-pink-blue-yellow. couch potato. procrastinator. taong bahay. and lastly, a worst singer. ;) read my posts and know me better.

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