it's already 10:00 and i'm still awake. kailangan ko na ngang matulog ehh. because of my "waking-up-in-the-morning" problem. remember? anyways, ang daming nangyari this past two weeks. i've been so busy doing a lot of things related to school that's why wala pa kong recent post.

haay. buhay nga naman. ang daming problema. hindi ko na nga maintindihan sarili ko ehh. naloloka na ko. one of my problems i'm talking about was about my best friend. she's been my best friend since grade four. i never replaced her. and now, i have this feeling na hindi na kami bagay na maging mag best friends. or maybe i'm just being so over reacting. i am more selosa kasi pagdating sa best friend ko. especially when i see her happy with her other friends. :((((((((( because of that bumababa na rin tingin ko sa sarili ko. feel ko wala akong kwenta. haaay. i tried nga not talking to her one day. titignan ko kung mararamdaman niyang nagtatampo ako. pero di ko natiis. after a few minutes pinansin ko rin siya. bakit kaya ganun??? sa tingin ko nga ako na yata ang pinakaloyal na friend niya ehh. aminado ako na yung little secrets niya and not-so-important secrets niya nasasabi ko sa iba. but those are just unimportant things. but when it comes to serious and confidential secrets, super zipped mouth talaga ako. ewan ko na talaga. nagbago na kasi siya. madalas na kaming mag-away. and ayoko ng ganun. siya lang talaga ang best friend ko na alam kong naiintindihan ako. ]:

marami pa kong problems na gustong ikwento pero next time na lang. it's already late. i have to sleep na. maybe on my next posts ikwekwento ko na yung iba. hmm....

Female, 15, Cavite

the name is pamela espinosa sanarez. pam's the nick name. living my 15 years of simple life since october 21, 1993. caviteña. sebastinian. latter-day saint. proudly pinoy. friendster addict. music lover. supports OPM. a hayley williams fanatic. amateur photographer. math geek. hopeless pianist. daydreamer. green-pink-blue-yellow. couch potato. procrastinator. taong bahay. and lastly, a worst singer. ;) read my posts and know me better.

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