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“ They taped over your mouth,

scribbled out the truth with

their lies, you little spies.”

Saturday, October 17, 2009

"Don't return to me if you think that I'm not worth your time."

my birthday is coming.......and i can't feel it. nothing good was really happening to me these days. D: tired, sad, felt rejected, depressed. ugh. i don't know. i just don't feel myself. what i had showed these days was not really the real thing i'm feeling. it is because of. . . . . . :|

nonsense post.


posted @1:43 PM

Saturday, October 10, 2009

i'm back!....again! i've been so busy these past few days. or should i say, these WHOLE September. and honestly, i've been so lazy updating my blog. haha. ok sorry for that.

time really moves so fast! it's October at last! i'm already started counting down for my birthday on the 21st. but i don't feel that excited. i just wanted my birthday to come. it'll be my sweet sixteen. (ahhh! i'm gonna turn 16 already?!) even though i'll be turning sixteen on 21, there is still a childish part of me THAT I WANTED TO REMOVED. i'm sick of people telling me that i'm childish. yes i know that but do they really have to say that? *sigh* ok i don't want to talk about it anymore. haha. my day is coming. i have to be happy. :| hmmm.

ok ok ok. i have this another "obsession" again. (btw, i don't like Justin Bieber anymore. there are so many who already like him and he already became popular here in the Philippines. it sucks. xD) haha. i am now obsessed with Super Junior! they are a boy band in Korea. i really like their songs and their looks! they're so cute! haha. (ok i have to stop myself from being a fangirl again. xD)

but the sad part for me is............they're starting to become popular here in the Philippines! and that's not good. the fate of the other Korean celebrities might also happen to them. their song can be a great hit. and there's a possibility that what had happened to the song 'Nobody' can also happen to their songs, too! gosh. pwedeng mababoy ang kanta nila. T.T poor Super Junior. but i promise, whatever may happen to them, i'll stay a big fan of them. :D


posted @3:26 PM

Friday, September 4, 2009

i feel so sorry for this site. haha. sorry for not updating my blog for a long time. i'm kinda busy at school and lazy enough for not writing here. haha. and also, there is someone who teases me every time i have a new post. (Danna, i hope your reading these. haha.) but i still promise not to abandon my blog again. i'll still do my best to keep my blog updated.

i have so many things to tell you guys but i'm not sure if i can say it all here. there are so many things had happened these past few days. let's start with the fact that today is september! ALREADY! it is the start of the ber-months. it means Christmas is near! and there would be so many happenings this month, too: our EDUCATIONAL field trip (very educational. have they ever heard the word "fun"? ugh.), some of my friends' birthdays including HIS birthday, and some school activities. i'm expecting a very tiring month.

BTW, have i told you guys about this certain guy who courts me? i think he's been courting me for half a month. hmmm. we've been close friends before he started courting me. too bad that closeness had change. naiilang na kami sa isa't isa. and maybe it is the reason why i started to like him less. he's not the type of guy who is serious in courting. i can't even feel his effort. and now, i feel like he doesn't like to court me anymore. i don't know but i think i'm right. well, i know that it would be for our own good if we stopped this na. nothing good is happening and i think we're both wasting our time (i have to admit it). but i'm still waiting for his decision.

ok enough with that. i'm getting hooked up with this game on facebook. it is called Friends For Sale or FFS. in that game, you need to buy your friends as your pets. you'll first be given a certain amount of money. by buying your friends, their value will increase. you can also do stuffs to them and by that, you can earn money. if someone bought your pet, you'll lost it but still, you'll earn good money. i'm so addicted to that game. i kept on buying my friends especially those with high value. hahaha.

that's all for now. i have to sleep na. i'll be waking up so early for tomorrow's Alay Lakad. we'll be walking from dalahican checkpoint up to samonte park. it would be a long walk for tomorrow. after that i'll be heading off to our church for our Stake Seminary. yey! scripture chase again. :D bye for now!


posted @10:44 PM

Friday, August 7, 2009

uhh. i think i'm inlove......







......with this guy!

weeeeeeee! he's Justin Bieber. my future husband! haha. just kidding. i discovered him because of my brother's girlfriend. she posted a link to Justin's video on Facebook. after watching the video, that's the time i started admiring him. he's so talented. he has a good voice and he can play the guiter good, too. plus, i found out that he's only 15 years old! just like me! and based on my research, he was first discovered on Youtube when he was just 11 years old playing drums! hahaha. and he became more popular when he started covering the songs of some popular RnB singers like Usher and Chris Brown. he is now more popular in the US. many people are now admiring him.

i like his song "One Time". i think it is his most popular song. here is a video of the music video's befind the scene..

the official music video is already out in Youtube. unfortunately, the video is not yet available here in the Philippines. so i guess i really have to wait.

some of his pictures..

isn't he so CUTE? :D

more updates about him COMING SOON! :)


posted @2:17 PM

Thursday, July 23, 2009

i read these on a bulletin post of my friend in Friendster. it's quite long, but worth the read. :)

On God and Science.

A science professor begins his school year with a lecture to the students, ‘Let me explain the problem science has with religion.’ The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand.

‘You’re a Christian, aren’t you, son?’

‘Yes sir,’ the student says.

‘So you believe in God?’


‘Is God good?’

‘Sure! God’s good.’

‘Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?’


‘Are you good or evil?’

‘The Bible says I’m evil.’

The professor grins knowingly. ‘Aha! The Bible!’ He considers for a moment. ‘Here’s one for you. Let’s say there’s a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?’

‘Yes sir, I would.’

‘So you’re good…!’

‘I wouldn’t say that.’

‘But why not say that? You’d help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could.. But God doesn’t.’

The student does not answer, so the professor continues. ‘He doesn’t, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?’

The student remains silent.

‘No, you can’t, can you?’ the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.

‘Let’s start
again, young fella. Is God good?’

‘Er….yes,’ the student says.

‘Is Satan good?’

The student doesn’t hesitate on this one. ‘No.’

‘Then where does Satan come from?’

The student falters. ‘From God’

‘That’s right. God made Satan, didn’t he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?’

‘Yes, sir.’

‘Evil’s everywhere, isn’t it? And God did make everything, correct?’


‘So who created evil?’ The professor continued, ‘If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.’

Again, the student has no answer. ‘Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?’

The student squirms on his feet. ‘Yes.’

‘So who created them?’

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question. ‘Who created them?’ There is still no answer. Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is mesmerized. ‘Tell me,’ he continues onto another student. ‘Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?’

The student’s voice betrays him and cracks. ‘Yes, professor, I do.’

The old man stops pacing. ‘Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?’

‘No sir. I’ve never seen Him.’

‘Then tell us if you’ve ever heard your Jesus?’

‘No, sir, I have not.’

‘Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter?’

‘No, sir, I’m afraid I haven’t.’

‘Yet you still believe in him?’


‘According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?’

‘Nothing,’ the student replies. ‘I only have my faith.’

‘Yes, faith,’ the professor repeats. ‘And that is the problem
science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.’

The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of His own. ‘Professor, is there such thing as heat?’

‘Yes,’ the professor replies. ‘There’s heat.’

‘And is there such a thing as cold?’

‘Yes, son, there’s cold too.’

‘No sir, there isn’t.’

The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain. ‘You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don’t have anything called ‘cold’. We can hit up to 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the lowest -458 degrees.’

‘Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat. You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.’

Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer.

‘What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?’

‘Yes,’ the professor replies without hesitation. ‘What is night if
it isn’t darkness?’

‘You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and it’s called darkness, isn’t it? That’s the meaning we use to define the word.’

‘In reality, darkness isn’t. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?’

The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him. This will be a good semester. ‘So what point are you making, young man?’

‘Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed.’

The professor’s face cannot hide his surprise this time.
‘Flawed? Can you explain how?’

‘You are working on the premise of duality,’ the student explains. ‘You argue that there is life and then there’s death; a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can’t even explain a thought.’

‘It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it.’

‘Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?’

‘If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do.’

‘Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?’

The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.

‘Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?’

The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the commotion has subsided.

‘To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, let me give you an example of what I mean.’

The student looks around the room.. ‘Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the
professor’s brain?’ The class breaks out into laughter.

‘Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor’s brain, felt the professor’s brain, touched or smelt the professor’s brain? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir.’

‘So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your lectures, sir?’

Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student, his face unreadable.

Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. ‘I guess you’ll have to take them on faith.’

‘Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists with life,’ the student
continues. ‘Now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?’

Now uncertain, the professor responds, ‘Of course, there is. We see it everyday. It is in the daily example of man’s inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil.’

To this the student replied, ‘Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God’s love present in his heart. It’s like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light.’

The professor sat down.

To be a Christian means to forgive the inexcusable, because God has forgiven the inexcusable in you. Through life people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad. Let God deal with the things they do, because hate in your heart will consume you too!



posted @5:33 PM


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